Hello there
im not new to this platform,i’ve known it for quite some time and i wrote in the past on my old account which i lost so i made a new one
i don’t know where to start,have to give u my little bio right?im approaching 46 years old ,a lesbian from cairo,egypt
have had bad experiences in the past which made me so afraid to get close to anyone new,it’s like i want to have lots of friends and go out with them and at the same time i wanna be alone and not talk to anyone cause im afraid they r gonna let me down like before
it’s quite a dilemma actually.i feel like im just surviving day to day without actually living my life which feels like im wasting my years,seeing them go by without being able to do anything about it
i don’t know what to do
i can be so very talkative at times and at others so very quiet
people don’t like this ,they want u cheerful all the time and i try i try sometimes i successed and sometimes i fail
don’t know what to do
but im glad i was able to get this out of my chest
thankx for listening and will be happy for any input from you all
