Hello! My name is Ayisha, I am a Male to female cross dresser, and I am 26 years old from Bangalore, India. I enjoy living a secret life of a girl, I wish God had made me a girl, but I have no regrets, I love the way I am. Everyone has an addiction, liking and a habits which can’t be changed, similarly I can’t change my liking of being a cross-dresser, I am addicted to cross-dressing, I am intoxicated while I am dressed as a female, I am in the seventh heaven under a female garment.
My habits are of girls, I love being dominated, I cry very soon, I laugh very soon, I long for love and care, I hate people yelling at me, I love shopping, I like gossiping, I am jealous and I am kind too. My physical traits might be that of a Male but my emotional and mental characteristics are that of a female. I have feminism as my innate quality which is a driving force of my life, every night I dream of being a girl and having a family, I love kids too much, I wish I could give birth and endure the pain of a mother.
I don’t know why but from day one I was having this uncommon attraction towards females & I would observe the way they walk, talk and dress. Whenever I would go shopping to buy clothes, I would automatically get attracted towards girls clothes like saree, ghagra-choli and salwar kameez etc. To be honest I find myself to be more attractive and beautiful in female clothes and I hate wearing those creepy men’s clothes. I just love the feeling of female clothes plus they are so comfortable. One thing which I love about female clothing is the variety and the designs, indeed it is awesome.