hi all i am Toka .. 21 yrs old well educated.
after i broke up with the first and only lover a had.
it took till -now- 3 years
i didn't do any move towards any other girl, THOUGH i liked many.
because of my family, i can't do so, i don't care for judgments AT ME.
all i care for is my family .. that's why i didn't come out of closet till now.
my family won't coop with the society.
i am living on videos for websites and you-tube ,
the problem is, it is weakening me more and more
MAKING ME WANT HER MORE AND MORE.
not satisfying at all, i am just putting my thoughts here with you all.