Hey my community, i'm justinfur, 25 years old, I'm from Algeria, and here's what i thing about religion.
Long ago, i've lost my religion (islam), now i'm faithless, i only believe that there is A God, i don't know much of him. but being faithless is sad, cause i'm no longer able to say things like "it doesn't matter god knows what he's doing", or "maybe it's for the best, it just doesn't meant to be" and other things like praying god when you are despret.
So yeah, i miss my religion, but each time i read qur'an, i focus on how allah talk to us, it feels like it's not god who's behind this, it looks more like it's man who wrote this holy book, because i believe that god knows everything, and in qur'an he sometimes act like he's not omniscient, like he needs angels to bring him informations about us. similir thing about iblis, if he didn't prostrate to Adam when god asked him to, then this means that god gave him the free will and as god is omniscient he would know that iblis won't prostrate to Adam, so what does that mean?
Does it mean that god new everything about what will be happening before it happened, and that he planed it?
If so, then, god isn't as good as we should be believing, and Iblis isn't the bad guy after all.
But in the other side, there's facts in qur'an that i can't ignore, like ; the stages the fetus goes through, moreover things like the baby acquire the hearing before the sight, and many others.
So here i am, being confused about what i should be believing, and there's nothing more frustrating like living without acknowledging the reason behind.