did it happen to you? to be so much in love with some one that you justify all your actions that might seem selfish and stupid but to you soo right?..like been so much in love with your bestfriend who for a sec i feel that she got feelings for me but the other notice shes as straight as an arrow?? i've been like that for over 4 year..but i managed to hide it so well?..thats me! god when guys call her and you know do that thing trying to ask her out in there stupid insecure way without letting there so called pride down wit a harsh rejection from her,it even pissed me more when they try to hook up with her through me,lol like am gonna help you dude!!!!!..i wish i had their change i would've put it down in neon lights all over town..I LOVE YOU !!!(metaphorically speaking,cause that would get my ass straight to jail or worse, MARRIAGE).