I am not sure what my sexuality is. So can I tell you my story and you tell me what I am?
A little background: I am a 23 yo girl, Muslim veiled and wears Abaya, I am religious but open-minded.
As for my sexuality, I am striaght! ..But am I?
I am attracted to males, they will always be my main attraction, I've never been in a relationship though, first it was for religious reasons, but now I feel more open to the idea... so yeah, love males! but sometimes?
I had a crush on my best friend for years, I thought it was just a phase when I was in Middle School but it carried on for years, I even told her, but I never admitted to be a lesbian, I just loved her, not any other girl, but her. Of course she didn't take me seriously, and I didn't mind, cause i knew it wasn't going anywhere anyway.
I thought she was the only girl I would love so I didn't think I was a lesbian, but I keep having these crushes on girls, and I have reached a stage where I just want to be with one. It's not like I am Bisexual, I am waaaay more attarcted to males than females, but I keep having these crushes at girls, even y dreams recently became about being with girls, they weren't even sexual dreams, just dreams about being with a girl.
So what am I? Is it just the influence of my interest in sexualities?
I would really appreciate some help, I put that I am pansexual in my Profile, but I'm not even sure I am that.
I would like to meet a nice girl....sorry.