I am angry all the time.
I think it is cuz I have feelings for some men that I met.
I don't know if its only flirting but with one man it is becoming a serious matter.
This is a problem for me as I am engaged to a lady but we didnt fall in love she was forced on me by my father. I did it for my independence. If it was a choice, I do not want to be gay cuz its going to be harmful for my reputation & my families. I am denying maybe cuz I can't accept the truth, or maybe to protect myself.
How does a person even know if they are gay or they are just "exploring"?