Gosh! I wanted to share this with others since forever! Yes ! I can finally get it out! *deep breath*
I'm a straight girl who is obsessed with gays. Well. They don't live in my head 24/7 but I love them! I liked them from the very beginning... When the Melrose Place used to air on Dubai One. I was so interested in Matt Fielding's romantic love life. Melrose Place, a prime time nineties' soap, has always left me confused and unhappy. I was a Saudi young girl and didn't understand a word of English. Thus, I couldn't feed my curiosity elsewhere. The Melrose characters went as far as they could with their sexual intimacy while Matt never kissed his boyfriends. He hugged them instead. I didn't know about the anti-gay American censorship back then, but I enjoyed each and every time Matt appeared to be happy in love. Even when it was with a simple smile. When Matt was gone I had to find out more about this and I did. I'm still curious and interested as I've ever been since day one. What is it with me and gays? .