Well, my depression through everything has led me to this.
Do not blame me. =)
We don't satisfy ourselves, we hide too much, we try running from truth and facts.
We depress ourselves over crushes, and when they become the love of our lives, sometimes it fades, and then there's no spark.
We beg for people to love, to enjoy the company of, while we have OTHERS begging for us to be friendly with them, and we just dont feel that we connect, and we still try to please others so we could feel happy.
We beg for a life change, we don't even try to get.
We depress ourselves over every single thing obviously, and avoid all the small things that make us happy.
We push ourselves to feel something for someone, to avoid our loneliness.
We fantasize about being with the right one so much, then when we find someone, we just eventually think "it's the one" - but it doesn't feel like it.
We tell ourselves this lie to be like.. "I'm 'happy'"
So what do we really want?
As for me, I'd like to answer.. I have no IDEA what I want, I honestly don't know what I want, anything.. I'm so confused =) .