Hello, First of all, I am new here, and I recently found this site, and I really think you guys can help. I am losing my mind, I cannot come out to anyone! My family is one of those conservative families that condemn homosexuality, yet they are so westernized and liberal. I have spent the last 10 years trying to hide who I am, and it's killing me. Some of my family members asked me why haven't I been into a (a "normal" heterosexual) relationship, and I always give them neutral answers: "Now is not the time" "I am not seeking a hook-up" "Cannot find the right one"....etc. So far I have had mere crushes, nothing serious, and now I feel like I need some "romance" in my life. Don't I deserve someone to love me, care for me and keep an eye on me? I am a mess now and don't know what to do, and coming out is not an option AT ALL!