I really need help.
I want to improve my aptitude skills and I want to love studies again.
I really feel low sometimes because i guess i am really gay and the future seems pretty lonely for me.
I always wanted to remain alone and have no problems with Allah(swt).
its just with all these variety of explanations I just know what to do, what is in my heart or how to be in peace. I need a good dtudy buddy or i dunno a friend who will help me out really and i want to forget the shitty romance that i felt 2 years ago, that made me realize i was gay.....
Please help me anyone. I want to vent and i want to study and be super intelligent. I dont knw why I feel so demotivated all the time.