i am as confused as they get and i have been for years now ever since i was 13 at first i thought something was wrong with me and i fought that feeling soo badly i pushed those feelings for years and i didn't even worry about theme the entire year coz i was able to swallow them and just push them aside that is until they exploded into anger and frustration
i was angry all the time hating my self who i was sometimes i would cry myself to sleep and lash out on anyone and anything and all that anger like it was bound to came back around to my self i started cutting my self missing school and when my parents found out i made up some lame excuse about pressure and school crap which they believed.
and i went back to my old habits to shoving my feelings down my own throat and dating every and any guy there is just so i can tell my self that i was straight as a stick.
that is until i some how found this show glee now for a year i have heard about ppl talking about how it was huge and amazing so i went on line and got 2 episodes to my fortune there were when Santana was coming out to her girlfriend and it was like watching my self on tv so the next thing i did was get the whole thing and watch it all.
i found my self out of tears and tissues by the time the show was over.
and for the first time in years i looked in the mirror and i didn't want to punch and i didn't feel like i was being someone who i want i was just me.
i guess what i am trying to say here that we are all perfect just they way we are and don't fight who u are at the end on the day its fruitless fight that u will be hurt by.
and i can honestly say that glee has saved my life and just love ur self coz if u don't who will.