Hello everyone, hope everyone is doing great.
I am a bisexual female from The United Arab Emirates, Im 15 years old my parents are divorced and living apart and 7 months ago I moved to a new school where I met the love of my life, this was a secret relationship where only a few of our friends knew because being LGBT is not accepted here. 4 months into our relationship, my mom found out by reading our conversation we had on text, i confessed and admitted it was "wrong" just because i didn't want my mom to tell her mom.
My mom told me that I'm not allowed to be her friend, she's not allowed to come to my house, I'm not allowed to go to her house and so on. She threatened to tell my dad (which he will literally kill me if she did) if she finds anything of that sort again, so i didn't give up on her of course and used my dads obliviousness to my advantage. I asked him to take me to her house when i was over at his house for the weekend. Everything was going great, we even had plans to move to the U.S in the future. 3 weeks ago my mom travelled to switzerland to because my brother is having an operation, so she had her friend stay at our house to "babysit" me a long with 2 of my younger siblings. I invited my girlfriend over almost every 2 days while my mom was gone. Until my moms friend walked in on us, we were making out. When my mom came back, her friend told her what she saw.
Today my mom called me and she wanted to talk to me. She told me that she knows everything and she called my girlfriends mother and told her everything. We are now forbidden from seeing or talking to each other, from both sides, her mother slapped her, and unlike me my girlfriends relationship with her mom was great and her mom trusted her, but now all of that is over, my mom told me she will tell my dad and she will send me over to live with him. I would rather go to jail than have my dad find out. I am in desperate need of help. I don't know how to reach my girlfriend , I have no purpose to live. Im suicidal.