Of course being asexual is as hard,or even harder than being homosexual or bisexual. My whole life i knew that something was wrong with me. But i couldn't point it out. I have had crushes on guys all the time. But it was not a sexual attraction. I do not want to be married or be sexually involved with any one. At first i thought that since i am not sexually into guys,then i might be lesbian. And started putting myself in the shoes of a lesbian. However, I realized i was not sexually into girls . It was until last year that i discovered that my feelings have a name. 'Asexuality'. It really hurts that i wasted so many years of my life being confused. If asexuals were amply represented in the media, this would not have happened.