i was wondering my sexuality and that fase kinda suck
like i'm not attracted to boys !! or girls !! and it was just super confusing until
i realised that i am an aromantic which means ; One who lacks interest in or desire for romantic relationships.
and also asexuall wich mean : a person who is not interested in or does not desire sexual activity, either within or outside of a relationship. asexuality is not the same as celibacy, which is the willful decision to not act on sexual feelings. asexuals, while not physically sexual-type folks, are none the less quite capable of loving, affectionate, romantic ties to others.
which now everything makes sense , i'm the type of person who don't like being touched and i can't hugs kisses and stuff like that freak me out and when i see a naked body on like magazines or stuff like that like i don't feel anything it's just there !! when it's not the same for my best friend !!
and it does make sense bc i can't remember myself having a crush on someone !!
i like people for how they think and their interests and their thoughts
but i never felt emotionally or physically or sexually attracted to someone.