I am gay, efeminate, what people call a ladyboy on dating apps. Yes I am girly, yes I am proud of myself, being girly is not a step back, it is a step forward, femininity is the "will to be". I was born this way because I got lucky. I take shit all the time, beat me up, assualt me, reject me or alienate me, at least I am true to myself.
Anyways I just broke up with my bf, I need my kind, my community, people who I can comfortable with, lets talk, share and laugh and support eachother, we are all going through the same here, it only makes sense that we go through this life together.