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Hello everyone,
It was good finding an LGBT community.
I am a gay male , i have always been attracted to other males,ever since i was a little boy, i have been always struggling because of my feelings i even tried to kill myself twice before , it's never easy being a gay guy in Egypt or the Arab world in general.
Due to my continuous sadness i came out to my mom, she did not snap or throw me out, she tried to "fix" me , she sent me to 2 therapists and a venereologist.
Ofc these stuff did not work.
i came to the point of accepting myself or rather said accepting my fate although i hope i could find a good guy to live with, married and adopt a baby .
i came out to some of my friends and they were fine with it and accepted me
Gay community in here is tough people are just looking for sex it is rare to find someone who wants a love relationship.
i tried to look for this perfect man til i gave up but now i am trying to get back to dating
most guys i been with all just want sex they slept with me and then left
i do not know what life has for me i am just hopping for a happy end. .

  • Welcome! Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find someone to love

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  • 17-24_f_b_h1_f2

    you shouldnt give him, stay in the dating game until you come across someone who truly completes you it will happen. i gave up but stayed open to meeting people and i had really wonderful and fulfilling relationships throughout my life. it will happen! a lot of people are looking for muuuch more than just sex. but these are the ones who are easier to find because theyre more public with their identity and tend to be a lot more outgoing, the others you have to meet in other ways, but it kind of happens organically, just wait and see it even happens when you least expect it

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  • 17-24_m_w_h2_f3

    oh hi snow i hope u will find the true love gay who search for a real love ,if u are here i am the right person for u) and i am loyal hhaha good luck and i 'm here if u want to talk

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  • 17-24_m_w_h3_f3

    I guess I have the same problem every time I try to find a guy it ends that he want to have sex with me it mad me trust people less and I'm kinda sick of finding guys!

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