On an online game called Second Life. I didnt have real life experience with a girl so instead I tried it virtually on that game.
Now I know its not real but..the experience was enough for me to realize how right it felt and how amazingly free I felt afterward, connecting with another woman.
I just feel like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders after that. It was amazing. Even if it was just pixel sex. The roleplaying, sexting during it was enough for my mind to vividly visualize what it could be like.
I realize now how much I really love women more than men. I feel so happy for some reason. For finally trying it I guess! Wow.
Who knows, maybe that game could help you too. It's not just for virtual sex either so check it out. .