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I've been questioning my self lately.. Am I a freak for being a lesbian..?
I don't know what to do with myself I have no life being a lesbian I cant live like normal people I've never lived life like normal people.. Acting striagh and giving up on myself is not a choice I can't go with it and I can't go with this every thing is forbidden and haram.. I tried to open up about homosexuality in general and what I got back is homosexual people should be killed just like the way that Isis killing them.. Religion and people around me are against this part of me should I ignore myself, my needs and finding the perfect girl for me... I've been dreaming about my wedding day standing next my wife both of us wearing these perfect white dresses since I was 14 .. I wish I can live my dream for real one day.

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  • it's true that everything seemes to be against you ! that right now nothing seems right , but onece you came to an ease with your self and truely accept who you are ,you'll find your way to a better place our community might never change about homosexuality but you should never agree to get less then you deserve ! wish you the best of all

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    there is nothing wrong with you , you are normal and i think there's nothing that can prevent you from living like normal gurl , okay i get that u r missing the relationship part but it will come in the right time and it will be worth the waiting and people won't stop the hating and all of that shit so accept yourself and embrace it , you are unique❤️

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  • You're not a freak. Fuck "normal" people I would hate to live like them anyway. You'll find the relationship you want. I feel hopeful that one day--maybe not in our generation but in our kid's generation or their kids--it'll be a little easier to be gay in the middle east. For now, hang in there!

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    I think the real freaks is homophobic societies we live in ,if u r a freak because of being queer so we all r freaks to. Most of us thought like u once a time at least because of the homophobia addition to our inner struggle ,but we can't give up ,i believe u can enjoy ur life by starting to accept ur unique and different nature and try to achieve your dreams gradually as an independent person.

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  • 17-24_f_f_h1_f3
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    darling ! I'm going to talk to you as a person who got through hell to get to this situation ! i've accepted myself long way back , and loved ME as me ! you're not diffrent ! you're just fine as everyone else but we human be we can't face the fact that someone can have other choices we can't face the change , we only need to be normal ! nothing more nothing less ! but guess what ! honey we can't be normal we're magnificent we are the way we are no one will change this ! accept yourself before people accepting you ! you'll find peace trust me .

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    nothing is wrong with you, everyone is different

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  • 25-34_m_w_h1_f4
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    Right and wrong are relative terms. You are around the wrong group of people, you need to find more accepting and open minded people.

    I wish you happiness and fulfillment

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