When we first met, there was admiration between us, as for me, my feelings quickly run deeper towards him, we used to meet twice a week. our relationship lasted for two months , the thing I was so afraid of every time i thought of him came up finally. I didn't want things to end this way between us, it was sudden, even shocking for me! I never thought he can as easily let go of this love as this! I tried to call him many time in vain, apparently, he did change his phone number to erase me completely from his life... Generally I never lived a very long gay relationship with someone i fell in love with, even if there seems an avalanche of sweet feelings shared between us at the start, we soon break up, the worst of all, it often came from the other side. .