am MIMI, am gay and proud to be one, and am a CD, which is a woman soul in male body and that is the mean i mean!
for sure we all know that gay person is forbidden in this part of the world , and he or she mast live in secret or face the hill . and we live with it till now.
but did any one of you all think how hard is it to be a CD, well let me tell you.
first i want you all to know that in this moment am i a big fancy hotel room in our capital sting on the balcony facing our great river , and that is a wonderful view.
and am wearing a 1800 pound dress, my firing red wig, a special hand made red high hell, putting on a drag queen makeup matching my dress color, and some accessory's
why am saying that?
do you know how hard for a male living in a community like this, to do all that ?
to live as a male and blend in as one but beneath this clothes there is a woman, hiding for her safe and fighting for her survive,
with out any help from any one
i had to learn to
put on make up
how to buy make up that fit me
how to buy cloths, size, style and brand
how to take care of my body and beauty
and the most important thing is to do all that with out any one know !
i don't know why i wrote all that but i felt that i need to talk .