Long story ahead. So I have had two relationships with people of the same sex and one with a guy. I can't say all of these were emotionally rewarding, especially with one being an unrequited crush on a classmate (still a relationship, just not what I was hoping for), one being long-distance and ending bitterly, hugs and cuddles being as far as I've got with the last one, I broke it off. Now, the long and short of this is that I wish I can find a safe enviorment to meet new people. Too much to ask for, especially here, but I do tire of this miserable state. Should I just give it up?