I know my query might not be clear, it's only because my thoughts are not coherent. So, bear with me. I'm going to be 21 this month and I still live in the closet (which wouldn't be an issue if I have anyone I'm open too) I'm not getting any younger and I'm feeling alienated from my family, friends(if I can call them that) and the future seems so bleak, Im just wondering how can someone maintain hope? It's becoming unbearable and Im feeling lonely, I mean I literally have no one whom I trust enough nor loves me. I'm thankful for online communities but most of them are acquaintances online, that's it...So, I'd appreciate a piece of advice, how can one be hopeful and sane :(? Sorry for the rants! .