I love my gf so much..like i know shes the one n perfect person 4 me..but lately "N" a girl that some how managed to keep getting my attention popped out of nowhere. Just when things between me n ma gf were perfect!!
Am confused, sometimes i say am just interested to get to know her as a friend but the more a run into her the more things get confused...what makes things worse i cant avoid her cause shes the captain of the basketball team am in,n guess what she's GAY !!!
Maybe its a normal response for the way she acts when am around, cause she's either super sweet or wont look me in the eye n just ignore me n trying to act captain like ,, so this makes things so weird when were around each or playing on the same team during practice n when i try breaking the ice wall things just gets more awkward n weird....even other people started noticing this tension it n i keep avoiding bringing ma gf to the practice cause she noticed it too me..n when she asked i said shes not a ppl person..FORGET HER!! But i know she wont !! n ma team mates dont know am gay so all thinks ma girlfriend is ma best friend so the awkwardness continue with " N".
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO??... i don't want to ruin the best thing that ever happened to me, i dont wanna lose ma gf because of a stupid confusion/awkwardness.