Moving On
I have known and accepted for quite sometime that I'm a lesbian. It was after the disaster that was me falling for my best friend.
She loved me back and I know I wasn't the only one feeling. But then she fell for a guy and it was like a stab in the back. Upon reflection, I think she may have freaked out. I know I did. I refused to accept the nature of my feelings, to admit that I was jealous. I behaved terribly and things ended badly.
At the time, all I had known was that I wanted her to be mine. But my what? It took me a few years to figure that out. It was only after that I was able to forgive myself and move on.
Can anyone relate to this? .
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Of course, this is an incredibly common experience. My first ever relatioship ended just three weeks later and he got married within that same year. To say it was hurtful is an understatement. You really can't do much to change a situation like this, so just have confidence in yourself and the fact that you will soon find the person who will appreciate you for who you are. Know that you deserve better.
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It's good to know that you realized that you needed to forgive yourself. I have many times confused that with wanting forgiveness from the ones I had wronged. We're humans and we make mistakes, so no one really is in a position to judge the other.
And believe what Samir said. Someday you'll find someone who will love you and stand by your side through thick and thin.
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